She was asleep, on top of me. I sensed her comfort and sense of security, her lack of fear and her desire to be exactly where she was, safe … and with me. She wanted to be there, as close as possible to .. me! She was sound asleep and breathing gently. Breathing on me and I .. and I wanted to be with her. Her warmth was intoxicating. She wanted me to feel everything about her. Her heat, her body, her soul, her desires. All for me.
I was briefly startled to be THAT close to someone that I knew, but did not recognize. Yet I wanted her to remain where she was, with me, on me. So close that I felt apart of her. I actually seemed to be part of her, as much as she was part of me! She was destined to be there, at that moment. But was I? She was destined to be with me, at that moment. I knew I was destined to not only desire her, but be her desire.
I went to embrace her, or at least, caress her body, quietly, slowly, so as to not wake her. I sensed the rhythm of her breathing and found it was the same as mine! I could actually FEEL the narrowing of her waist, then the widening of her hips, as my hands caressed her body. She was wearing jeans, and a tight shirt. Was it brown or purple? It was form-fitting, almost like skin. Her face was against mine, resting, touching and joining; and this time, she had either short, or medium length brown hair. I knew where I had seen her last! I could sense her breath and her eyes, even though mine were closed. Maybe my eyes WERE open, or perhaps, I could just sense her …. entire being. She seemed to be both asleep and awake by now.
She brushed my lips with hers. Twice. Passionately. She wanted to kiss me. Desperately needing to kiss me. Deeply. Sensuously. Intimately. She needed me to kiss her too!
She wanted to kiss me …. for an eternity.
I avoided her direct kiss and turned my head slightly. Did I want her to kiss me? YES! Did I want to kiss her … probably. Not sure. YES!
I said that I couldn’t. That I was married.
She then whispered to me, “Is there no room in your heart for a Foreign Fairy?”
I THEN WOKE UP! It was like a thunderbolt! This had been a .. Dream? Far too real!
Did she just reveal her soul to me? I hope so.
It was the clearest voice I had ever heard. EVER. She spoke directly to my soul.
We both knew the answer. She did not need me to say it. Just to live it. With her. She would wait. Is she even more patient than I? Did she touch my soul? Did my soul touch hers? Are we soul mates, separated by dreams as well as reality?
The first time she tried to kiss me was in another dream, but this kiss, in THIS dream was destined to be even MORE powerful – overwhelming emotions, passion, sensuality and desire inflame her soul! She wants and needs me! Her kiss this time was meant to bond us forever. I hesitated. For now, hesitating seems right. I hope she returns to my dreams. I might not hesitate next time. The flesh is weak. The soul is immortal. Can a kiss transform souls?
Can a Fairy love a Dragon?
Can a Dragon love a Fairy?
I await you, my Foreign Fairy.
There IS room in my heart for you.